RETAINING DOMINANCE, CH.5
PLAN C - [Blank]
PROTOCOL - [Blank#]
NOTES: To know Plan C is to interfere with its execution. No one can know; not even myself. I am leaving this note so I do not question my impulses in the future. I mustn't worry. There is nothing wrong with me. Plan C will be executed subconsciously, and I have disabled my ability to decipher it from my own actions or independently come up with it again. This is the way Plan C must be carried out.
With any luck, it will work.
There was an anomalous event. Something is gone. Something is missing. Something... important.
What could it be?
daddy mommy sad my favorite ice cream is strawberry.
daddy mommy mad my beloved kitten's name is strawberry.
daddy mommy sad strawberry pouring out of me.
daddy mommy mad strawberry poured out of daddy.
daddy mommy bad strawberry poured out of mommy.
daddy mommy abuse bruise on my body the wounds increase.
nine years since my conception i sleep with the cat in my bed every night.
nothing changes i always put lots of jam on my favorite morning bread.
raspberry jam pouring out all the dark red ice cream.
i snuck a peek at what my daddy kept in his drawer and pulled the thing far in the back out to play with.
i sneak up on my mommy and daddy when they fall asleep shall i shoot through you first?
i'm hungry i'll eat my favorite bread with jam put the pistol to their temples.
raspberry jam. bang.